#83 CHange my hair, Accomplished

I did it.......never thought I'd go through with it.
It's short, red and SOooOoOOOoOOooo Different!!!!

I think I love it..... :o)

Peace <3

#23 - 50 Questions that are supposed to free my mind, Accomplished

1. How old would you be if you didn’t know how old you are?  24
2. Which is worse, failing or never trying? never trying...but I HATE failing,,,
3. If life is so short, why do we do so many things we don’t like and like so many things we don’t do? by obligation I suppose...Lazyness?
4. When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done? yes probably...
5. What is the one thing you’d most like to change about the world? This might sound obvious but I sincerily mean it: Pollution. It's destroying our planet and that makes me sad.
6. If happiness was the national currency, what kind of work would make you rich? Either, Daycare, Nutritionist (baker, pastry chef, chef) or sexologist
7. Are you doing what you believe in, or are you settling for what you are doing? Right now I am doing what I love but I will soon be settling I'm affraid
8. If the average human life span was 40 years, how would you live your life differently? I'd live for me. Do all the thing I want to do while I'm still here. I'd leave all the stuff I dislike aside
9. To what degree have you actually controlled the course your life has taken? 90% of my life is either a consequence or a reactions of my actions and choices in life.
10. Are you more worried about doing things right, or doing the right things? Both actually.
11. You’re having lunch with three people you respect and admire.  They all start criticizing a close friend of yours, not knowing she is your friend.  The criticism is distasteful and unjustified.  What do you do? I would for sure defend my friend, no doubt about that. Depending on the friend and things they said, I may or may not tell my close friend about it though...   
12. If you could offer a newborn child only one piece of advice, what would it be? Treat others the way you would like to be treated. or We do to others what we do to ourselves....probably the first one more.
13. Would you break the law to save a loved one? Save?....from what? But I would most likely yes.
14. Have you ever seen insanity where you later saw creativity? Maybe, probably, most likely but I can't remember.
15. What’s something you know you do differently than most people? Tie my laces
16. How come the things that make you happy don’t make everyone happy? My happy place is different then everyone else's
17. What one thing have you not done that you really want to do? Lose weight...  What’s holding you back? All I can say is: lazyness.
18. Are you holding onto something you need to let go of? aren't we all... :o(
19. If you had to move to a state or country besides the one you currently live in, where would you move and why? I would, no hesitations, move to Sao Miguel, Azores. Heritage and I love that place.
20. Do you push the elevator button more than once?  Do you really believe it makes the elevator faster? not the elevator button but the cross road walk button.....maybe? hahhaha
21. Would you rather be a worried genius or a joyful simpleton? Joyful Simpleton
22. Why are you, you? Good question. I've asked myself this question before and I never was able to answer it. I mean, if I wasn't me, who else would I be....
23. Have you been the kind of friend you want as a friend? Not always :o(
24. Which is worse, when a good friend moves away, or losing touch with a good friend who lives right near you? Both suck. Both situations have happened to me and I think the worst one would be the one where my friend moves far away.
25. What are you most grateful for? My family. I don't know where I would be without all of them.
26. Would you rather lose all of your old memories, or never be able to make new ones? I can't answer this.....
27. Is is possible to know the truth without challenging it first? I don't think so.
28. Has your greatest fear ever come true? Well, I still have my sight,I have never been possessed or seen ghosts/spirits so I'll have to say no to that.
29. Do you remember that time 5 years ago when you were extremely upset? Yes and no. Does it really matter now? No, It REALLY doesn't...I have to remember this question next time I get upset.
30. What is your happiest childhood memory?  What makes it so special? All my happiest childhood memories are filled with happiness because I am constantly surrounded by my loved ones.
31. At what time in your recent past have you felt most passionate and alive? When I gave birth!!
32. If not now, then when? Later I guess :o/
33. If you haven’t achieved it yet, what do you have to lose? nothing really.....
34. Have you ever been with someone, said nothing, and walked away feeling like you just had the best conversation ever? yes
35. Why do religions that support love cause so many wars? It isn't just the religion that cause those wars..it's the men and women ruling it.
36. Is it possible to know, without a doubt, what is good and what is evil? Yes I believe in some situation it is easy to see the difference.
37. If you just won a million dollars, would you quit your job? nope
38. Would you rather have less work to do, or more work you actually enjoy doing? More I actually LOVE doing. I enjoy working/doing things as long as I'm loving it.
39. Do you feel like you’ve lived this day a hundred times before? yes......
40. When was the last time you marched into the dark with only the soft glow of an idea you strongly believed in? Never
41. If you knew that everyone you know was going to die tomorrow, who would you visit today? Grand mother, parents, sister, sister/brother in law and parents in law.
42. Would you be willing to reduce your life expectancy by 10 years to become extremely attractive or famous? no, not at all
43. What is the difference between being alive and truly living? Everybody on earth are alive. Truly living is doing something good, something you like with your life. Not just sitting around doing nothing at all.
44. When is it time to stop calculating risk and rewards, and just go ahead and do what you know is right? 29 years ago for me
45. If we learn from our mistakes, why are we always so afraid to make a mistake? our egos don't like to be wronged...
46. What would you do differently if you knew nobody would judge you?   Dress, Dance, Talk and sex
47. When was the last time you noticed the sound of your own breathing? Last night actually
48. What do you love? My family, Zumba, Food. Have any of your recent actions openly expressed this love? Some yes and some no... :o/
49. In 5 years from now, will you remember what you did yesterday?  Nope. What about the day before that?  Nope. Or the day before that? Nope. But I'l always remember tomorrow as it will be Clara's first first day of xmas ( we're putting the xmas decorations up!!).
50. Decisions are being made right now.  The question is:  Are you making them for yourself, or are you letting others make them for you? 50/50....